So-Thank you for all the comments, support, and advice over my obviously unfortunate situation! I took some advice and opted to pull the honest card when I talked with Ryan last night. It went kind of like this.... "Ryan, I'm sorry you had to read that message. The truth is, your mother is really a $5 hooker your dad picked up on the corner of 3rd and Main." Seriously, how am I supposed to start this conversation!!!! Joe thinks I'm blowing this out of proportion and it's not that big a deal. I'm clinging to this!
Ryan is fully aware of the birds and the bees. We had this talk when she turned 11. She plays on a hockey team with girls 2 years older than her and locker room talk in junior high is questionable at times. I wanted her to hear it from me. I've always been very open with her (not necessarily open minded as I definitely have my views). I wish this situation were as simple as that talk! I guarantee this will haunt me the rest of my life. I did end up talking with her which went pretty well, no one else saw the message, and she seemed to be OK with the situation. Her main response was "Gross mom" and mine was "Keep thinkin' that way for about 15 more years and you'll be fine" I'm quite certain this will be permanently ingrained in her innocent little brain. It is over and done! Julie, if I had been in your situation I would be permanently committed to the 3rd floor!! You POOR thing!
I had an annual checkup last week. Blood Pressure-90/60. BMI 20.2. Healthy 34 year old female who apparently needs to take today off of work to get an ultrasound, bloodwork, and a mammogram. As if my week could get any better!
To the running! After today this will go back to a running blog and I will quit spilling all the details of my personal life!! After my talk with Ryan last night I decided to change my punishment from 100 miles outside to 8 miles on the treadmill while watching American Idol at a very comfortable pace. I worked out HARD on Monday and I felt it. I was also going on NO sleep. Since I should be done at the doctor by 3 today I can run outside in daylight and I'm planning to take full advantage of it.... I think (currently -19 degrees)!!
Joe and I are going out tonight. I need a drink. I'm sure Ryan will think we're rolling around in the back seat of the car but we're actually going out to eat! I'm not ready for teenagers.............